The God of Plague and The Flower

In this chapter, the master tells us that he wants a dog, but that his happiness, carefreeness, and love for him are all real. He wants to return to the village where he was born, but he can't find a village that tolerates the god of the plague. If he dies, he'll tell his family that he's lost all of them, even if he goes to the underworld. He'll also tell them that he has lost his family, and they'll be happy to see him again. Just then, there's a beautiful girl in the village, dressed like a fairy. She's also undressed, and she looks like she's been raped. The master is confused, and he asks if he could stay by his side if he were chaolu.