The narrator returns to his office to find that his perfect boss has turned into a "pervert" . He wishes that he had just "accepted" him and held him in his "clack arms" the night before. He realizes that he has lost his "real love" for his boss. He asks his boss if he can return his love to him. He tells him that he does not want to bother him any more. He says that he was convinced that he did not need love. He feels that he is not used to the feeling of being loved, and he asks if his boss will let him love him.