The narrator tells us that she'd planned to apologize for being so emotional the night before on the company trip, but she's relieved to find that he's the same as he always is. She's also happy to see that he doesn't seem to care about her, which makes her feel better. The narrator says that she loves him and wants to know more about what's going on. But she also feels a little "afraid" to tell him the whole truth. She says that even though she loves her boss, she'll be the one to tell it to him. She wants to kiss him if she can, even if it's only for a moment. But it feels like a "shame" to be smiling more un-consciencely caress for her today to end. She asks him to hold her clothes up for her so she can show off her body to him, but he won't let her do it. He says that he can't touch his heart, but that's because he'd "licked" her on the outside, and she feels like she couldn't "get enough" of him to keep her voice down.