While pretending to sleep, the Governess sneaks out of the room and tries to get a good look at her lover, Kiyomi. The Governess tries to convince herself that she's not in love with him, but she can't deny that she loves him anyway. She's also worried that he's going to try to kiss her, and she wants to make sure that he doesn't do it. She tries to make herself feel better by saying that she hates him even more when he kisses her so tenderly. She also says that if he looks at her like that, she'll flinch. She wants to know what's wrong with her. She tells herself that he looks like a "happy grope" and that he should "book" her if she looks like that. She then tells him to "suck" her so that she can hear his voice. She goes on to say that she has "a bad feeling" and wants to go and check on her friend, Arimura. She