At this moment, Si says, she has a "sudden urge to cry" . Si tells her sister that she is "bleeding" , and she says that she looks forward to her performance. Si says she has had dinner, ordered takeaway , then she's hanging up , "i'll take last train !" . She tells Si that she even bought some of her favorite food for her sister, and Si asks her if she should give some tips on how to prepare for the performance, but she says she doesn't want to, because she is busy with her upcoming perfume launch. She says she is worried that she will "mess up" the press conference, and that she cannot make any mistakes.