When he was a kid, Shmoop says, he couldn't figure out the difference between living and dead. His parents must have worried about him because he was "weird and creepy" . They forced him to join a "soccer club" , which is like a night mare , but he doesn't know what the name means. He asks his father if he could see ghosts, and he says he hopes it will clear up soon. He says he's learning from his dad, who hasn't responded to his text, but that he'll go to "Confectionery School after i graduate" and then become a "business associate" of his father's . He wonders why his father never teased him about it, and says that the last thing he ever wants is to be teased about something. He tells his father that he has been to his house in the past, but now that it's raining, he can't show it to his father. He also says that his drawings of the ghosts are "suck" because they're so realistic. He's the one who wants to see how the ghosts look like, and so he asks how old they were when they died, and Shmily replies that he was only old enough to have a child with his wife, but Shmoops says he was able to live a "happy life" by being able to raise her