"Don't go, don't touch me, I can't remember what you said the last time I was with you. I'm sorry for being persistent, but it's OK," he says. He's not at fault, he says, because he had a "bad memory" when he was a kid. He hated his father, who made his mother suffer. He didn't like to become a "terrible man like him" . During middle school, his mother finally divorced her father. He thought he would protect her from him, but he felt like he was of no use to her. So he rejected her. He says he's never spoken to her since that day, and he moved away from her after he started working. He doesn't think he has a right to blame her for his feelings, because she's always been kind to him. But he admits that he'd like to have a proper conversation with her, too.