In this chapter, the young protagonist explains that he is a carp, but the one who has the worst luck in life. He is exhausted by life, and even though God hears his requests, he responds by sending him to hell. Then, as a single, he came to the land of alexis. He wants to return to his original world, but he does not know how to do so. In real life, he already died as a dead man, even if he could return. He wonders if he might as well live in the present world. He tells his parents that he has been thinking only of himself. He asks the doctor when he will be able to wake up, and the doctor replies that it is all God's will when he wakes up. He remembers his full name, burg. He says that he still has a lot to tell his parents, and reminds them that he will not die. He feels pain, so he can feel pain. He reminds himself that he did not die, and that he must find a way to return.