It's not just du Jour that's in love with me. It'd be nice if he loved me, too, but he's just doing it for survival. He's his "heart's demon" , and he can't let go of it, even if it's painful. He just wants to "ram straight through him" . Uh-oh. He can only "own" you, he says, and only then can he let you have his heart. He doesn't know how to control his anger, so he wants to stab him in the guts. He wants to make sure that no matter what happens in the future, he'll still be able to "forget" him. He