In the end, he says, he's just "a piece of trash" . He's not a good person, he tells us, because he doesn't have the self-control to control himself. He reminds us that they've been together for so long that their relationship has been "that simple" , and that he'll never be satisfied. He asks if sanyang has calmed down, and he says that he heard there will be fireworks at the end of the night. He wants to go and watch them together, but he feels uneasy, as though the world isn't in a good place yet. He tells us that he