The scene opens with Hiroshi talking to himself about how he wishes he could change for the better. He tells himself that he's changed for the worse, and that it's because of him that he wants to change. He's not the only one who wants change, he says, and he doesn't want to be the one who has to change for someone else's sake. He also says that he does it because he can't think of anything else to do with his life. He says that the only thing that makes him happy is when he thinks that someone else has changed for him. He then asks if he can have sex with someone else, and Hiroshi replies that he can, but only if they're willing to give him a "toy for sex" . Okay, so what's a toy for? Well,