In this chapter, xin tries to convince yuchuan that he's not a bad guy. He's just trying to protect xin from sinian. xin tells him that it's better to be safe than sorry, and that he can't always be there to protect him. He says that if he weren't there, he'd be able to do whatever he wants with xin without worrying about him being a threat. He also says that he wouldn't have thought of keeping xin on the inside, but that's the way it is. He tells xin that he will prove that he isn't in love with him because of his self-interest, and he won't be a liability to xin. He calls him "Yuchuan" and tells him to shut up. he doesn't need xin to worry about him. he just wants to be alone. He asks xin not to be so emotional, because he hasn't yet recovered from his injury. He promises to send xin back if xin is willing to leave.