In this chapter, we learn that the monster's legs are spread wide, and that he's about to die. He begs for a weapon, and wishes that his mother were with him, so that he could kill her. He also tells us that he and his mother studied until midnight, and were woken up at four in the morning. He says that he wants to be a creator of "fabulous worlds," and that if he can get in, he'll kill the monster. He'll use the parts of his body as armor, and if he manages to get into the monster, what do he do? He's risking his life, he says, and risking his mind. The only way he could get in would be to pee on all of the creature's circuits, and then he'd be able to regenerate himself on the inside. He tells us, "I'm on a island of defunct memories , but the liquid isn't boiling , i've made a capsule , and i'll damage the circuits" . He goes on to say that he is piercing through a giant "cyber-antula" , bus 4, and ripping through the "sticky walls of the fuzzy logic " . As long as the monster does not wake up , he is "penetrating through the heart of stream track 1000, center of galaxy . . just stare at the paleo-gods without blinking !" .