"Stop here, then" , the narrator tells us, "should we clench our senior sex's drinking for and begging her that the shop was eh?" . He's not sure what's going on, but he's pretty sure that his "reliable senior sex" is "dead drunk for" and begging him to go back to work. He tells us that he'd be happy to stay and be her "junior" and "be forgot ten" . But he doesn't want to "lie anymore" if she calls him a "selfish or sly" person.