The chapter opens with the narrator's first sexual experience. He's not sure what he's supposed to do. He wonders if he can scrape all of his "first sexual experience" out of his sister. She's in her room right now, and she's probably going to come in and find out what's going on. The narrator tells his sister not to worry, though, because she'll be able to figure out what the matter is when she sees him like this. He also tells her not to rub the water on his finger, because that'll make him cum again. He tells her that he'll have to do it again, but he doesn't say what. He says he can't even say "fwip" , which is a sexual slang term for "swallowing" . He then says that he has no look on his face, which makes him feel like he wants to run away. He goes on to say that his sister's looking at him like he wanted him to go "all the way" to the end of the room. He finally says he'd rather not let himself be "con trolled" by what his sister wants, so he goes to get some sleep. He hears his sister talking to her sister about something, and then he peeks out the window to see that they're talking about something. He thinks that's a good sign that it's late, but then he realizes that it probably isn't.
The chapter opens with the narrator's first sexual experience. He's not sure what he's supposed to do. He wonders if he can scrape all of his "first sexual experience" out of his sister. She's in her room right now, and she's probably going to come in and find out what's going on. The narrator tells his sister not to worry, though, because she'll be able to figure out what the matter is when she sees him like this. He also tells her not to rub the water on his finger, because that'll make him cum again. He tells her that he'll have to do it again, but he doesn't say what. He says he can't even say "fwip" , which is a sexual slang term for "swallowing" . He then says that he has no look on his face, which makes him feel like he wants to run away. He goes on to say that his sister's looking at him like he wanted him to go "all the way" to the end of the room. He finally says he'd rather not let himself be "con trolled" by what his sister wants, so he goes to get some sleep. He hears his sister talking to her sister about something, and then he peeks out the window to see that they're talking about something. He thinks that's a good sign that it's late, but then he realizes that it probably isn't.