Double

The next morning, Yuji won't go to sleep. He wakes up to find that he's been staring at him all day. He tells himself that he should have gone to bed earlier, because the paparazzi are following him around. He's also upset that he hasn't been able to sleep the whole time. He says that he wishes he'd come to the set to read with Tomekichi Kumada, a former "revolutary" who's now living in a "goverment ment . . funded apartment" for "failures" . Yuji thinks that acting is a lot of fun, and that there's "a lot of playfulness" in it. He also thinks that the other actors are "loafing" and that they're "soldiers with talent" , which is a reference to the fact that Yuji doesn't seem to know anything about acting. He thinks that yesterday, as rehearsal was about to begin, he was dripping with sweat. He wonders if he should just think it over and stop acting, since acting is acting, and it's acting that's making Yuji feel bad. He asks if it would be okay if Yuji were to die, but he says he can't, because acting is "acting" and it needs to be balanced. He adds that there are people who ask him to act the way he feels, and those who want him to "shake his chest and shake his hips" and "wipe off his sweat." He tells Yuji to remember the scene they did together when he was acting with takara, and to remember that he never said that he wanted Yuji not to leave the revolution. He reminds Yuji that he loved him and that he wouldn'