In this chapter, the narrator delivers a soliloquy in which he laments the fact that "this man's way of loving" is "top class" and yet he is "blush shove what's you doing" . He then goes on to say that if he "snap hurry want up" , he will "swallow flinch easy, right ! . . eh, shuck easy , eh, slip shake slide , miche shake . do you know that just how des search for you !" . The narrator then tells us that he has tried to run away from this man, but that "no matter how hard I tried I couldn't stay up ! / Why is everything wouldnt you want run away / . about me pathetic ?" . This is "horrible," he says, because "you idiot !" He then says that he