"You can cum a three a wife, who is made many times by peerless brother in law, before her husband returns home" , the narrator tells us. He's referring to the fact that the narrator's husband is her husband's brother-in-law, and that she's made to "cum many times" by him. The narrator doesn't want her husband to think that he's done this to her, and she'd rather not think about it. She's just a "freeloader here" . She tells us that she and her husband could have fun together every day if they got married. But now, she thinks, things are so bad that she can't even imagine spending time with her husband. She wonders why he would do such a thing to begin with, and then she wonders why she should think about him after what happened to her. She sighs and says she'll be back later that day, so she can eat out. Nozomu eats her food joyfully, and the narrator is shocked that he ate so well. She says she was thinking about him, but now that she thinks about it, she feels like "just a freeloader" in the world. She goes on to say that if she got married,