The Governess tells her mother that from the very first day she became an idol, she made up her mind that she didn't want to be a center of attention anymore. She's afraid that she'll lose her place in the public eye if she doesn't change her ways. She tells her mom that love is "the least stable thing" in the world, and she wants to give up her only chance for "something so calm down" . She knows how fickle love can be, but she also knows how much it means to her. She begs her mom to give her a chance. She asks her mom if she's home, and her mom tells her