The narrator laments the fact that his father is dead. He says that he has found a way to make more people, and that they will eventually return. He laments that his mother is distracted, but that she will be in his memory forever. He wants her to be sane and happy again, but he knows that it is not possible. He wishes that she could be with him all the time, but she is not there. He tells her that she is his mother and that it hurts him to see her like this, but losing her also hurts. The narrator says that she was never alone, and she was always with her. She says that her baby is an "unborn father" and that she would have become a monster if she had stayed in