The Governess is furious that the Governess did not consider the consequences of her actions. She tells him that he is a "freaking dumbass" who would do anything for what he wants. She says that she told him to "forget about it" and that he did not expect him to find such a thing. She also says that he made it public that he had done something like this and that she had not expected it. She asks him to go apologize to him and explain everything to him. He does look innocent in this matter, she says, but he did start it and she thinks it would be a reasonable thing for him to do so. She then asks him what should he do now that he has done this. He says he doesn't know how to do it, but she wants him to apologize. The central idea of this sentence is reflected in the last paragraph. He is able to convey his emotions while indirectly referring to his past experience.