"What p i didnt notice" , the narrator tells us, is that some guys have contacted him to hook up with someone again. He wants to "seducate" one of the guys so that he can "hire him" in the end. The narrator is shocked that he has to deal with "men" . He's not gay, he says, and he doesn't want to be "serious" about his job. He tells us that once he starts, he might find that the offer isn't as bad as he thinks it is.