The narrator is nearing the end of his life. He has been living by himself for the past eight years. He is now 26, and he has just seen a movie at the theater. It is called "Honeytrap," and it has won an award at the Cannes Film Festival. He wants to see it again, but he is afraid that he will run into the director, who is an old man. He does not want to run into him, he says, because there are so many adult theaters in the country. The narrator tells us that he is not a stalker, and that the man is the editor of a magazine called "pink road." He tells the narrator that he has been a fan of his work for a long time, and he is worried about the young man in the movie. He says that if it had not been for the article, he would never have seen the movie, but now he is glad that he wrote it. He asks the narrator if he is feeling well.