I'm going to have sex with you, and I'll do it in a way that's embarrassing to you, y'all. I don't want you to find out that I've been sleeping with you. I want to know what's wrong with my body. Is it numb? Is my body going numb? What's the throbbing sound like? What is it like? It's like my body's going numb. I can't believe that you're becoming a woman. I know, I know. You're a man, right? I'd like to go back to being a man. What if I do this? What if it's not a sexual act, but a psychological one? What happens if I just do it? What does that do to my body? I know that you have all of the fun in the world. I just want to be taught how to do it. What happens when I do that? I want you all to know that I have a sexual experience. I need you to teach me how to rape me. What does it do to me? I need to teach you how to make me feel sexy. What do you do? I just need to know how to rub my body with the right kind of stuff. What kind of sexy stuff does it have to do with rape? What are you doing with me? What should I do now? Y'all should know that i'm in a sexual relationship with you and that you should be ashamed of yourself. What should i do about it now? I should skip the club activities and hang out in the dormitory. Y'All should know what i've done.