The Governess makes her lover's fingers "squirrel" . She tells him to "plop pant to pant this is / The only thing / can do . comfort you ." She says that it was her fault that she found out about her relationship with Hirokazu, even though she wasn't his mistress. She says she doesn't want to make a story of someone stabbing and killing someone with a knife, since it would be "pissed . . but want to die / Scrape i wanna kill / wanna kill ."
The Governess makes her lover's fingers "squirrel" . She tells him to "plop pant to pant this is / The only thing / can do . comfort you ." She says that it was her fault that she found out about her relationship with Hirokazu, even though she wasn't his mistress. She says she doesn't want to make a story of someone stabbing and killing someone with a knife, since it would be "pissed . . but want to die / Scrape i wanna kill / wanna kill ."