The monster tells the story of how he came to be. When the divine emperor tried to destroy his entire family, the monster's clan, they ran away all night. The divine emperor blamed the current state of affairs on the demon's "delusion of ascension" . Thus, they became even more hostile to demons. When he was young, he couldn't express his true identity. He was chased off wherever he went. He hated the mortals and he hated the divine family. Finally, he met a man who took in homeless children and opened a study. The man didn't like the monster at all, but he did take in many of the children and left. The monster kept thinking that the god must hate him so much, that he snatched his only light in life. He realized that the suffering in his first half of life was actually worth it, and that the light in his heart had always been there, and it was burning even more