The next morning, Lin says, he'll go to another hospital to find out what's going on. He's not happy about what happened to his little sister, but he's also glad that he was able to pay for her medical expenses. Lin says that the way he and the journalist handled the situation is "far from clean" , with "back stabbing" and "unfair public opinion" . He also says that he once wanted to "come clean" with Lin, but the wind told him to wait until he was "doing better" before he could do so. Lin is still ashamed of what he did, but now he realizes that "perfection is between real and imagined perfection . . and he finally chose real