In this short scene, the narrator tells us that he's interested in trying to "touch" his lover's penis, but that he doesn't know how to "meet" the object of his affection. He's not sure how to do it, but he does know that he needs to "have the courage" to try it. He tells us, "I'm interested, but I'm not interested yet. I just want to know how you're doing it. You're good at it, though, and I want you to guide me to your penis. I'll guide you to it. I don't want to have sex with you, though. I want to be with you. I need to be able to touch you, too. This is the first time I've tried this, and it's really hard. It's so hard, in fact, that I can't even imagine how hard it must be. The narrator says that he and his lover did this