This chapter opens with a soliloquy in which the narrator laments the fact that he is the only person in the world who has ever seen a "plain lewd face" . He laments that his "expression is nice when he's feeling ing it" , and he laments his inability to express his feelings in a way that is pleasing to the other men around him. He complains that he has never been able to express himself in a manner that was pleasing to other men, and that the only men who have ever seen him express their feelings in such a way are the men who are in love with him. The narrator complains that the "rapturous face" of the man in question has made him "cum" and that he will have to "screep" and "swallow" his "dick" in order to do the same thing again. He also complains about the "scalp" that he feels when he is "tightening up" and the "