The narrator wakes up to find that he's the only one who's seen the "plain lewd face" of yanagi. He's bummed out that he was "made cum" on Valentine's Day, but he doesn't blame himself for getting caught up in the "rape culture" of brothels. He says that he had an energy drink that day, which made him "losing my mind" , and that's why he went to the brothels in the first place. The narrator tells us that he used to have a girlfriend, but she got dumped soon after, so he'd have to go back to the sex industry to get his feelings out. He tells us, "I had no choice -- I had to go to a brothel and let my feelings out . . It's because I'm this way that girls are afraid of me ." The narrator is so relieved that he can't believe that he ever did this again, and he tells us how much he still thinks of him as a "substitute" . He asks if he can touch him, and the narrator tells him to "lick lick lick lick pant" : if you touch me that hard, I'll suck you that hard . if you lick lick me that soft, you're going to slurp me that