The narrator complains that he's too depressed to do anything. He's been out buying makeup, and the beauty expert is testing it on him. He can't stand the idea of spending money on makeup alone. He also complains about his heart problems, which cost him 30,000 yen. The narrator tells Tan that he wants to quit his job, but she doesn't know what to do with herself. She tells him that she's tired and wants to die. He tells her that he was waiting for her to leave work, but he was ambushed by someone who used an alias. He asks Tan to give him the specific drugs he asked for, and she says that she hasn't been able to leave her bed for a day and a half. She says that the living creatures in her room are "doom doom and gloom doom" . He says that he hates sleeping pills and melatonin supplements, which can help him sleep. He adds that the rainy season is coming, which calms him down. He has no savings in his bank account, so he buys gloom products from a creator. He hopes that the creator will still have the product he wants.