In this short scene, the protagonist is trying to figure out what to do with himself after hearing that he's the "impris-oned soul" of a "gay man" . He's worried about what the other guy is going to think of him, and he wants to make sure that he doesn't do anything that would make him look like an "evil spirit." He wants to slap someone and ask them to "sit here and wait" , so that he can move on to "the next life" without looking like "an evil spirit." The protagonist wants to leave, but he can't because "if I don't sit is my sexual droop . . I won't have the sexual droop to move on," he says, and so he asks the protagonist to "use this" to "let me move on."