I felt time stop. My mind blanked. I got scared. I pounced on him, like a jaguar. I liked kissing you. . I haven't kissed anyone before. I'm glad I saved my first kiss, for someone special. I wanted to tell him all about my past, but I couldn't tell him because I wanted him to be my last first kiss. He's making fun of me for not telling him about his surgery, but he's also making me crazy because he wants to be his "last first kiss." He wants to tell her everything about his past, before he forgets it.