The scene shifts to the young man's bedroom, where the narrator tries to convince himself that he is the one who is forcing his way into the girl's room. He tries to rationalize his actions by saying that the girl must have been forced to do so out of her own will, but he can't believe that she would do such a thing out of the goodness of her heart. He begins to argue with himself about whether or not he is forcing the girl to do what he wants her to do. He says that she must be forcing him to do it out of his own will because she looks like she is "getting more excited" because of his "finger" in her "asshole" . The narrator begins to think about how much money he will have to spend to get into her room, and then he begins to feel guilty about his actions. He feels that he has been patronizing her in his "dick" , and now he wants to do the same thing with her. He wants to "suck" her in the same way that he "sucked" her before, and he thinks that he will be able to get in her as well. He starts to feel bad about himself for being so patronizing, but then he realizes that he needs to "put his dick in" her, too, and so he starts to slap his fingers in her face, trying to get her to give him the "smack" he wants. He thinks he will "spike all of it" on him, and finally he thinks he is going to "cum" on himself, too. He asks if he can "tell me any excuse" for doing what he did, and when he hears his cousin's voice, the narrator realizes that it is not him, but his cousin, who is "the only dick" that is "filled my cleavage." The narrator feels "shame and emptiness" when he thinks about his cousin and decides to "come out" of