The Man of the Island’s Unmatched Way of Capturing Me - Being Completely Loved on the Sea

The narrator tells us that he came to the island to be with Mr. Kaibara. He's sorry, he says, because he's been cheated on. He wants to go back to being with him, but he can't because they're both in love with each other. The narrator says that he wants to make it his fault that they've been having sex. He says that if he had known, he would've said something like, "Hey, I'm sorry that you're having sex with me, but I don't blame you for it. I just want you to stop being a jerk to me and stop making fun of me." The narrator doesn't know what to say, so he says he'll just say, "I'm not a jerk. I'll make it my own fault." He says he can do whatever he wants with the same guy, so long as it's not his fault. He repeats that he can make the same thing his own fault, and that's just how he feels. He also says that even though he was wet when they were having sex, he still squelches when he thinks about it. He knows that he was the one who squelched when he was with him.