It's the middle of the night, and I'm drunk. I feel like I've just had sex with the worst guy in the world. He's a senior in the army, and he's just about to die. I don't know what's going on, but I just feel like it's totally wrong. I can't believe it. I just want to get out of this mess. I want to go home and have sex with my mom. But I have to go back to work, so I'll have to do this alone.