The narrator asks if the special service is still available. He asks if he can rub his stomach and kiss him. The narrator says he's not in a good enough condition to do it. He says he shouldn't be pushing himself too hard. He wants to know why the guy is going so far. He doesn't want to give up, he wants to seduce him. He's worried that the guy won't give it up, but he also wants to make sure that he'll be able to get away with it. So he asks the guy if he'd like to try the kiss alone. The guy says he would rather try it with the kiss than with the other guy. So the narrator asks him to look at him a little more, and then squelches his desire to kiss him with a kiss.