In this chapter, the narrator explains that he has a "secret or two" that he can't share with anyone. He says that he's obsessed with cross-dressing, and that his ideal type is a girl who will help him "explor anal" . The narrator tells us that there's going to be a school reunion on the day of the reunion, and he'd like to meet up with a "female porn star" , but he doesn't have the time to do so right now. He's worried that if they do meet up, he'll have to tell her about his "secret" and her "ideal type," and he worries that she won't be able to tell him anything about her "personal life" because she's so obsessed with sex. He wonders what kind of "girl" they're going to get together, and wonders if they'll be happy together. He asks if they can ask for sex, and the narrator says that they can. He also wonders if the girl will be happy with her lover, and asks if he can ask anything about his private life. He wants to know if she'll "be happy" with him, and if she will "be able to ask for anything" about sex.