Even after learning where to find her lover's hoodie, Silvia still wants to see him. She's not sure how to handle the situation, but she wants to make sure that he's okay. Silvia says that she was engaged to him for two years, and that he was a jerk, but that she doesn't think that she's a bad person. She says that it's OK to look around and see what's going on in your life, even if it makes you feel guilty. Silvia tells us that she feels bad for not asking ilaria about her past, because she never thought that she would go through something like that. She thinks that maybe she was strong in the face of something like this because she recognizes that "every situation is different" .