The narrator tells us that he's just realized that he doesn't have a lot of luggage with him. He wants to go to college in the city of Bandung, which is where his parents live. After all, he says, it's his first time standing against his parents. Why can't he just give up and go back to his old life? The narrator says that he wants to show the world that we're all selfish, and then explain to his parents why they should explain to him why they're not explaining to him. The narrator explains that he is staying in Bandung to see his parents again. He's not going to build his own business, he just wants to see them again. His parents are so important to him that he has to sacrifice his own life for them.