"Do you want to go further?" the narrator asks himself. He wants to go deeper into love with his childhood friend, whom he describes as his "first love" . He tells himself that he has always loved her, and he begs her not to lose this love, which has always been so important to her. She tells him that she had loved the guy more her first time with him than she had with him, and that she was jealous of him for stirring up trouble and hurting him. The narrator thanks her for being so kind today, and she promises to buy her a new outfit that will make her look even better in the future.