"Sweet touches until you need more from pro" , the narrator tells us. He's about to tell us that he's going to be getting a job soon, so he wants to give us a little pep talk. He tells us that his manager just told him that he might be the next main male actor in a big budget movie. The narrator is all, "Oh, yeah, I'm sure I'll get a gig" . And then he launches into a long rant about how the kiss was part of daichi's job, and how he'd be bummed if he didn't get a kiss like that. He wants to know why he was so excited about the kiss, and why he got so worked up about it. He says that he was "heart racing" for daichi, and that the kiss made him feel like he was being used for his own good. He blames himself for being so excited, and says that if he hadn't gotten the kiss , he wouldn't have been so excited. He doesn't blame himself for getting worked up, he blames his manager for giving him the kiss in the first place