"To my most squish-made love I want you" , the narrator says. He can feel his lover's "heat in his hands" . He's so happy, he says, that he can "flick flick" and "squint pant" to express his love for her. He says that he used to hate her coldness, but now she's panting for him. He asks her why she keeps saying it, and she says that she never realized how big she was until now. She tells him that she loves him so much that she can't stop saying it. She asks him to tell her what he's saying, and he tells her that it's just because he loves her so much. The narrator tells him to think of it this way: "practice" was just a kindness of his heart, she says, because she