The narrator laments that he loves his "best friend" . He says that he has been "fucked by shige" , and that now he can hardly sleep next to someone who has "thrown away" his feelings for her. He tells us that he wants to stop eating dinner with him and talk about the events of the day, but he can't because he's been "pushed into it" by his friend. The narrator says that they are having sex and that they're sleeping next to one another, but that they still have friends. He asks his friend to bring him another glass of wine, but she refuses, saying that she doesn't want to break her glasses. She says that she wants to drown her feelings away from a physical relationship with her friend, and she says that her friend is drinking too much water. She tells him that he is "completely out of it" and that she's shocked that he would drink so much water