The narrator tells us that his childhood friend snuck into his bedroom and teased him all night long. He tells her that he loves her, but that he doesn't like her having sex with anyone else. The narrator says that he'll take the drug anyway, but he's not sure if it's a good thing or not. He says he'd give it a try if he could, but then he realizes that he hasn't done this before. He's glad that she's so cute, because she'll make him feel sexy. He kisses her and says, "suck" . She's all, "stop" , and then she starts to cry. She says that she can't do it anymore, and that she trembles when she does it.