The narrator tells us that he asked his brother's friend, Mishima, to have sex. Mishima told him to stop, but Mishima kept going. The narrator says that sex is better than he thought it would be, and that he's ready to "cum out side." Mishima says that they should have never done it, because the man's "dick was big" , and Mishima was "very pushy," but that it felt "good." The narrator asks Mishima to help him "be a real man" . He's read a book that says men make girls "cum," and he wants to be a "real man" so he can have sex with Mishima.