"Help yourself" , the narrator tells us, is about to give birth to a baby girl. He's worried that the baby will die before he can get it. He also worries about the baby's safety, since he's so close to the child's mother. The narrator is worried that if the baby dies, the baby won't be able to come back to him. He worries that if he reports the baby to the police, he'll be arrested and sent to prison for having sex with a child under the age of five. He doesn't have any plans to do anything to the baby, though, because he'd rather die than have sex with her.
"Help yourself" , the narrator tells us, is about to give birth to a baby girl. He's worried that the baby will die before he can get it. He also worries about the baby's safety, since he's so close to the child's mother. The narrator is worried that if the baby dies, the baby won't be able to come back to him. He worries that if he reports the baby to the police, he'll be arrested and sent to prison for having sex with a child under the age of five. He doesn't have any plans to do anything to the baby, though, because he'd rather die than have sex with her.