The narrator tells us that losing him is the "scariest thing" in the world. He says that he's going to have to go through hell twice before he can get over it. He tells us to "go away" when he asks her why she's still there. The narrator says that she didn't realize that Ki-Tae was in the same pain as she was. She says that back then, she thought she was the only suffering, and that he would still accept her. Now, she realizes that he was caring for her more than he was, and he must have been feeling the same way. She tells him that she can't make him laugh, and she says that it must have felt like he was ignorant of her lies when she left him. She asks him if it's too late for them to start over. She wants to know what he wants to draw from her. He wants to be happy with her, and to be scared to dream about her. She's sorry, she says.