In this chapter, the protagonist tries to figure out what kind of man he really is. He realizes that he's been living for "worthy goals" , and that his parents have been trying to get him to have a child all along. He also realizes that his job prospects are not great. He's a teacher, a singer, and a part-time worker, but he doesn't have a steady income to support himself. He wonders if he could find a man to marry him, but none of them are good enough for him. He decides to go with him on his quest to find a husband. He knows that this is the fourth time that she's done it with him, and he feels guilty for having done it so many times.
In this chapter, the protagonist tries to figure out what kind of man he really is. He realizes that he's been living for "worthy goals" , and that his parents have been trying to get him to have a child all along. He also realizes that his job prospects are not great. He's a teacher, a singer, and a part-time worker, but he doesn't have a steady income to support himself. He wonders if he could find a man to marry him, but none of them are good enough for him. He decides to go with him on his quest to find a husband. He knows that this is the fourth time that she's done it with him, and he feels guilty for having done it so many times.