The narrator tells us that she's learned how to kiss her brother, the pope, "like an adult" . She's also learned that the pope can't kiss her, because he's "not going to kiss" her. She wants to know how much she has changed, how much he has changed her, and how he can kiss her like an adult. The narrator wants to kiss the babies, too, because she'd like to "taste" them, too. But the pope won't, so she and her brother have to do it. They're wet, but they're doing it anyway, because the pope doesn't want to kiss them, and because they think he'll be with other girls when he does kiss them. It's so gross, the narrator says, that she just wants to "do this" because she likes the pope.